a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...
i should be studying
but i cant
i cant seem to be able to concentrate
the book is just set in front of me
i've been staring at it for an hour
and im still stuck at the first page
and it doesnt seem to me that i'll make any progress today
even when i watched tv today
i cant seem to be able to focus
i feel empty
my soul is not in the body
and its scared
as it explores the various ominous things it might happen
my mind is in a confused state
its in a whirlwind
it seems to be blank
but its not
it seems to be thinking about yesterday's incident
and the past
the unpleasant incidents that i've been through
that i've subconsciously trying very hard to forget
but i've failed
miserably
because its all coming back to me now
the fear
i could still feel it
enfolding me
the cries
i could still hear it clearly
when will it all come to an end?
when will she stop pinning her hopes on him?
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Friday, December 26, 2008
a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...
im so scared.
this whole thing sucks.
i didnt expect this year's christmas to be like this.
at all.
i hate it.
i thought it'd be fun this year.
it started out great.
really
but ended up bad.
worst ever.
things were spiralling out of control
isnt christmas supposed to be a festive season?
a day of joy and laughter?
how did things become like this?
tears were shed.
bt they were not tears of joy.
sreamings and shoutings could be heard.
bt they were not shouts of joy.
they were cries of frustrations and sadness.
thats the christmas i had this year.
far far far from the christmas i've dreamt about..
he's a womaniser.
a bloody bastard.
he's drunk.
now.
always.
used to be.
im sorry lord.
for saying this.
but i cant help it.
i hate him.
he has brought us too much misery.
he broke up this family.
all by himself.
he started it.
he gambles.
he womanises.
he drinks.
he's abusive.
used to be.
he's useless.
fucking bastard.
a total fucker.
i cant cry over it.
and i wont cry over it.
ever again.
sorry god.
but i would still rejoice.
because it's your birthday.
because i know
you would be here for me
protecting me
no matter what matters.
love you.
let peace,joy and health come to my family.
come to the world.
for the last time i can say this year
Merry Christmas!
i would never forgive him.
never.
i wish i never have him as my father.
im so scared.
this whole thing sucks.
i didnt expect this year's christmas to be like this.
at all.
i hate it.
i thought it'd be fun this year.
it started out great.
really
but ended up bad.
worst ever.
things were spiralling out of control
isnt christmas supposed to be a festive season?
a day of joy and laughter?
how did things become like this?
tears were shed.
bt they were not tears of joy.
sreamings and shoutings could be heard.
bt they were not shouts of joy.
they were cries of frustrations and sadness.
thats the christmas i had this year.
far far far from the christmas i've dreamt about..
he's a womaniser.
a bloody bastard.
he's drunk.
now.
always.
used to be.
im sorry lord.
for saying this.
but i cant help it.
i hate him.
he has brought us too much misery.
he broke up this family.
all by himself.
he started it.
he gambles.
he womanises.
he drinks.
he's abusive.
used to be.
he's useless.
fucking bastard.
a total fucker.
i cant cry over it.
and i wont cry over it.
ever again.
sorry god.
but i would still rejoice.
because it's your birthday.
because i know
you would be here for me
protecting me
no matter what matters.
love you.
let peace,joy and health come to my family.
come to the world.
for the last time i can say this year
Merry Christmas!
i would never forgive him.
never.
i wish i never have him as my father.
Monday, December 22, 2008
a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...
"A person 200 years ago
would have died
a person 100 years ago
might still be alive now
a person 40 years ago
is still alive
but a person who was with you just 1 min ago
might have been gone the next min when you look back
It doesnt matter
that when i turn around
you're not there
all it matters is that
im here
each time when you turn around
i'll be there"
"A person 200 years ago
would have died
a person 100 years ago
might still be alive now
a person 40 years ago
is still alive
but a person who was with you just 1 min ago
might have been gone the next min when you look back
It doesnt matter
that when i turn around
you're not there
all it matters is that
im here
each time when you turn around
i'll be there"
Sunday, December 21, 2008
a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...
im such a failure
how i wish i know what to do now
shit
this aint gonna be good
hate myself
now i can only just look at it
wishing for something to happen
or for it to remain status quo
it shldnt have been
hate myself
christmas is coming!!
santa and his fellow reindeers are coming!!!
snow will pile up outside the doorway
all lights in the town will light up
welcoming this festive season!!
Merry Christmas!!!
im such a failure
how i wish i know what to do now
shit
this aint gonna be good
hate myself
now i can only just look at it
wishing for something to happen
or for it to remain status quo
it shldnt have been
hate myself
christmas is coming!!
santa and his fellow reindeers are coming!!!
snow will pile up outside the doorway
all lights in the town will light up
welcoming this festive season!!
Merry Christmas!!!
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Saturday, December 13, 2008
ChRisTmAs iS fInaLlY hErE...
Silver Bells
City sidewalks,busy sidewalks
Dressed in holiday style
In the air there's a feeling of Christmas
/children laughing,people passing
Meeting smile after smile
And on every street corner you hear
Silver bells,silver bells
It's Christmas time in the city
Ring a ling,hear them ring
Soon it will be Christmas day
Strings of street lights,even stop lights
Blink a bright red and green
As the shoppers run home with their treasures
Hear the snow crunch,see the kids bunch
This is santa's big scene
And above the bustle you hear...
Silver bells,silver bells
It's Christmas time in the city
Ring a ling,hear them ring
Soon it will be Christmas day
There would be snow flakes...presents filled the stockings and under the Christmas tree...Christmas carols playing in the house...wonderful aroma of the grilled turkey and shepherd's pie will fill the room...little kids running around..old folks gathering near the fireplace sharing stories...mothers busied themselves with the preparation of food...fathers laughing heartily,drinking Chivas...laughter filled the room...having the best time of their lives...a wonderful sight to behold...
Thank you God for all that you've done for me and my loved ones...
Silver BellsCity sidewalks,busy sidewalks
Dressed in holiday style
In the air there's a feeling of Christmas
/children laughing,people passing
Meeting smile after smile
And on every street corner you hear
Silver bells,silver bells
It's Christmas time in the city
Ring a ling,hear them ring
Soon it will be Christmas day
Strings of street lights,even stop lights
Blink a bright red and green
As the shoppers run home with their treasures
Hear the snow crunch,see the kids bunch
This is santa's big scene
And above the bustle you hear...
Silver bells,silver bells
It's Christmas time in the city
Ring a ling,hear them ring
Soon it will be Christmas day
There would be snow flakes...presents filled the stockings and under the Christmas tree...Christmas carols playing in the house...wonderful aroma of the grilled turkey and shepherd's pie will fill the room...little kids running around..old folks gathering near the fireplace sharing stories...mothers busied themselves with the preparation of food...fathers laughing heartily,drinking Chivas...laughter filled the room...having the best time of their lives...a wonderful sight to behold...
Thank you God for all that you've done for me and my loved ones...
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...
60 things most girls dont know
--Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)
--"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes
--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
--Guys get jealous easily.
--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think
--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
--Girls are guys' weaknesses.
--Guys are very open about themselves.
--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
--Guys will brag about anything.
--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.
--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
--Try to be as straightforward as possible.
--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
--Guys don't really have final decisions.
--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
--Guys like femininity not feebleness.
--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.
--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.
--We don't like girls who are too skinny.
--We love it when girls talk about there boobs.
--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....
--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...
--When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..
--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...
--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.
--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
60 things most girls dont know
--Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)
--"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes
--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
--Guys get jealous easily.
--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think
--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
--Girls are guys' weaknesses.
--Guys are very open about themselves.
--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
--Guys will brag about anything.
--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.
--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
--Try to be as straightforward as possible.
--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
--Guys don't really have final decisions.
--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
--Guys like femininity not feebleness.
--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.
--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.
--We don't like girls who are too skinny.
--We love it when girls talk about there boobs.
--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....
--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...
--When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..
--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...
--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.
--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
wHen I lOoK bAcK thE nEXt mInuTe, WouLd yOU sTiLl bE tHeRe?
i didnt expect to fall in love with him...i didnt wan to...it just happened...and im not even sure if it is...im not one who thinks that love is all that..that it is above all,the greatest thing..coz in my 17 years of life i've witnessed enough to make me believe that love is not all that sweet and romantic as i've thought it was...i've grown to learn that love turns nasty and harsh when chemistry is lost between a couple...that love is a materialistic plaything...money can be used to buy or keep the love of someone...that's wad im taught on lessons of love since young...that trusting someone is tough..that love is changeable..that when someone loves you,it'd not be forever...and im scared to fall in love...yet i still wish to be in love..a fairytale kinda love...one that would have a different ending from...bogoshipda..
i didnt expect to fall in love with him...i didnt wan to...it just happened...and im not even sure if it is...im not one who thinks that love is all that..that it is above all,the greatest thing..coz in my 17 years of life i've witnessed enough to make me believe that love is not all that sweet and romantic as i've thought it was...i've grown to learn that love turns nasty and harsh when chemistry is lost between a couple...that love is a materialistic plaything...money can be used to buy or keep the love of someone...that's wad im taught on lessons of love since young...that trusting someone is tough..that love is changeable..that when someone loves you,it'd not be forever...and im scared to fall in love...yet i still wish to be in love..a fairytale kinda love...one that would have a different ending from...bogoshipda..
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArt...
Kudaeraso Lyrics (Robbers OST)
Posted in Robbers OST Lyrics on 3 September 2008
what exactly am i feeling nw?
Posted in Robbers OST Lyrics on 3 September 2008
Kudaeraso Lyrics (Robbers OST)
Singer: Shin Nara / Romanization by Kreah
Also credit kreah-craze.com
kunyang noraso kkong noraso
nae mamul yoro chungonde
nodo irohke
tto nal tugo gal koja-nha
nan norul midko kasumul yolgo
nol saranghage tweborin naraso
irohke tto ulda jichyoso
norul bullobogo
yongwon-halkora mirwodun gu mal
sumgyo-on gu mal saranghandan mal
kuron su omnun goram-yeon
nae-ga monjo nol saranghanda ma-rhalkke
(norul) saranghaeso (niga) kuriwoso
(niga) bogopaso (naegen) kudaeraso
sarangha-neun norul [...]
what exactly am i feeling nw?
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...
i hate you.
you dont command my respect.at all.
i can only remember you hurting us.each and every single one of us.
how nice of you to treat us this way.when we were all still young.
thanks.
Memories of you spending time w us are vague.
all i can remember of my childhood are tears and sadness.
thanks.
now scoldings from you will not make me cry.nt anymore.
but what you still do now will still make me upset.cry.
but it would not.not in the future.
i hate you.
you dont command my respect.at all.
i can only remember you hurting us.each and every single one of us.
how nice of you to treat us this way.when we were all still young.
thanks.
Memories of you spending time w us are vague.
all i can remember of my childhood are tears and sadness.
thanks.
now scoldings from you will not make me cry.nt anymore.
but what you still do now will still make me upset.cry.
but it would not.not in the future.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...
i wish to be in love too...madly deeply in love..it wouldnt matter even if i dont love the guy..as long as he does...it would be better for a guy to love you more than you love him..yea it wld be better tat way...im tired..i just wish for someone to take care and look after me...call me selfish..bt at times i really wish to just have someone there to care for me,to love me...im tired of taking care of ppl when their beloved is nt around..and i become their substitute..to look after them..and they take it for granted...once or twice i wished to be someone like them..to have someone take care of me...bt ironically,i dont really like those ppl..i dont wanna be like them..i dont wanna be reliant on guys...i wanna be someone who is dependent on her friends and gurls...nt guys...i've seen more than enough..that guys are nt reliable if they are to become ur beloved...that their promises are meant to be broken...that there's no everlasting love...that guys make better friends rather than bf/spouses...that marriage vows are nothing bt just empty promises made...
love is all bt a feel...so who's to say love would be everlasting..and tat it would nvr fade w time...that the yearning for someone would be as strong as before...that love would nt change into a responsibility and habit overtime..?
i wish to be in love too...madly deeply in love..it wouldnt matter even if i dont love the guy..as long as he does...it would be better for a guy to love you more than you love him..yea it wld be better tat way...im tired..i just wish for someone to take care and look after me...call me selfish..bt at times i really wish to just have someone there to care for me,to love me...im tired of taking care of ppl when their beloved is nt around..and i become their substitute..to look after them..and they take it for granted...once or twice i wished to be someone like them..to have someone take care of me...bt ironically,i dont really like those ppl..i dont wanna be like them..i dont wanna be reliant on guys...i wanna be someone who is dependent on her friends and gurls...nt guys...i've seen more than enough..that guys are nt reliable if they are to become ur beloved...that their promises are meant to be broken...that there's no everlasting love...that guys make better friends rather than bf/spouses...that marriage vows are nothing bt just empty promises made...
love is all bt a feel...so who's to say love would be everlasting..and tat it would nvr fade w time...that the yearning for someone would be as strong as before...that love would nt change into a responsibility and habit overtime..?
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
my tears will turn into colorful rain to make you laugh...
Heart if Greed-Sum ling
作曲：鄧智偉
填詞：陳詩慧
主唱：林峰/鍾嘉欣
Ｒ：或許戀愛都只有煙火那刻的璀璨，
如此簡單，快樂不多於一晚。
內心總有限束縛怎可不驚嘆，
然後發現情或許轉淡。
Ｌ：越討好你就換來傷心痛哭多一晚，如此貪玩，
厭舊貪新我心淡， 是否早注定體貼都不會得到稱讚，
怕熱愛已退減。
R+L：谁愿稀罕這愛情，從未甘心因我轉性，
其實清楚這過程，就算犧牲不會高興，已心領。
Ｒ：什麼戀愛的感覺始終有它的限期，隨心歡喜，
放任心中不止你，受種種責備， 逼我放肆敷衍你，
其實已盡全力喜歡你。
Ｌ：並不必暗示感覺一早已熄，多得你，
從今天起，我亦不稀罕等你，
獨身的趣味不怕即使抱擁得空氣，我亦懶去記起～
Ｒ：谁愿稀罕這愛情
R+L: 從未甘心因我轉性，其實清楚這過程，
就算犧牲不會高興，已心領。
谁愿稀罕這愛情，從未甘心因我轉性，
R:其實清楚我知，無謂去纏住我， 無謂再去打聽，已心領。
L:其實清楚這過程，就算犧牲不會高興，已心領。
R+L: 無謂發現情或許轉淡，無謂發現情或許轉淡～
R: Perhaps with love, there's just fire and smoke that marks passion,
If it's this simple to be happy,
it won't take more than one night
Within the heart, there are boundaries. How can I not be frightened?
Then, I discovered that perhaps the feelings have faded
L: Even more, I beg you to exchange the many nights of sadness, pain, and tears with me
If you want to play all of the time,
Being tired of the old and greedy for the new, my heart grows weary
Whether from early on it was doomed, sympathy also won't get approval
Fearing the passionate love has already diminished
Chorus
*T: Who is willing to cherish this love,
Not willing to change yourself because of me,
Actually, after understanding this situation,
Realizing that sacrifices won't lead to happiness,
The heart has already led*
R: Any love left has reached its expiration,
As the heart likes, opening my heart, there's not only you
All sorts of blames, presses me to let you go
In truth, throughout, I still absolutely love you
L: Likewise, don't suggest that the feelings from early on were extinguished
Thanks to you, starting today,
I also won't hold on to waiting for you,
Being single is interesting, unafraid even if we hug the air
I also reluctantly leave
Repeat Chorus
T: Who is willing to cherish this love,
Not willing to change yourself because of me
R: Actually, I know clearly,
No use bothering me,
No use inquiring again,
The heart has already led
L: Actually, after understanding this situation,
Realizing that sacrifices won't lead to happiness,
The heart has already led
T: Senselessly, perhaps we discovered that feelings fade,
Senselessly, perhaps we discovered that feelings fade
Heart if Greed-Sum ling
作曲：鄧智偉
填詞：陳詩慧
主唱：林峰/鍾嘉欣
Ｒ：或許戀愛都只有煙火那刻的璀璨，
如此簡單，快樂不多於一晚。
內心總有限束縛怎可不驚嘆，
然後發現情或許轉淡。
Ｌ：越討好你就換來傷心痛哭多一晚，如此貪玩，
厭舊貪新我心淡， 是否早注定體貼都不會得到稱讚，
怕熱愛已退減。
R+L：谁愿稀罕這愛情，從未甘心因我轉性，
其實清楚這過程，就算犧牲不會高興，已心領。
Ｒ：什麼戀愛的感覺始終有它的限期，隨心歡喜，
放任心中不止你，受種種責備， 逼我放肆敷衍你，
其實已盡全力喜歡你。
Ｌ：並不必暗示感覺一早已熄，多得你，
從今天起，我亦不稀罕等你，
獨身的趣味不怕即使抱擁得空氣，我亦懶去記起～
Ｒ：谁愿稀罕這愛情
R+L: 從未甘心因我轉性，其實清楚這過程，
就算犧牲不會高興，已心領。
谁愿稀罕這愛情，從未甘心因我轉性，
R:其實清楚我知，無謂去纏住我， 無謂再去打聽，已心領。
L:其實清楚這過程，就算犧牲不會高興，已心領。
R+L: 無謂發現情或許轉淡，無謂發現情或許轉淡～
R: Perhaps with love, there's just fire and smoke that marks passion,
If it's this simple to be happy,
it won't take more than one night
Within the heart, there are boundaries. How can I not be frightened?
Then, I discovered that perhaps the feelings have faded
L: Even more, I beg you to exchange the many nights of sadness, pain, and tears with me
If you want to play all of the time,
Being tired of the old and greedy for the new, my heart grows weary
Whether from early on it was doomed, sympathy also won't get approval
Fearing the passionate love has already diminished
Chorus
*T: Who is willing to cherish this love,
Not willing to change yourself because of me,
Actually, after understanding this situation,
Realizing that sacrifices won't lead to happiness,
The heart has already led*
R: Any love left has reached its expiration,
As the heart likes, opening my heart, there's not only you
All sorts of blames, presses me to let you go
In truth, throughout, I still absolutely love you
L: Likewise, don't suggest that the feelings from early on were extinguished
Thanks to you, starting today,
I also won't hold on to waiting for you,
Being single is interesting, unafraid even if we hug the air
I also reluctantly leave
Repeat Chorus
T: Who is willing to cherish this love,
Not willing to change yourself because of me
R: Actually, I know clearly,
No use bothering me,
No use inquiring again,
The heart has already led
L: Actually, after understanding this situation,
Realizing that sacrifices won't lead to happiness,
The heart has already led
T: Senselessly, perhaps we discovered that feelings fade,
Senselessly, perhaps we discovered that feelings fade
Saturday, July 26, 2008
my tears will turn into colorful rain to make you laugh...
is there really true love..?everlasting love?will he walk with you to places till 5 in the morning even though he's got work tomorrow?will he still miss you even after 2 years of breakup?will he go to your workplace during his lunch break just to see you...just to look at you secretly...for fear that his presence would make you cry..that your smiles are far more important than his feelings?will he still help you in times of trouble...that your problems are his priority...that importance of it far exceeds his own problems..?will he go to the road near your house just to feel your presence..to share the same sky with you..?will he wait at your basement of your house..not knowing what's he's waiting for..?will he write a diary with words exceeding 120,000 words..far more than he has ever written in his life..just to show his missing for you...wishing that someday he and you would be able to read his diary together...?will a person love you so much that when he's dying,he's still thinking of you..trying to the think of solutions to your problems?will he still love and protect you even after his death?will he be happy for you when you're happy that no matter where he is,his tears will turn into colorful rain to make you laugh..?
"Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.
For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you. "
is there really true love..?everlasting love?will he walk with you to places till 5 in the morning even though he's got work tomorrow?will he still miss you even after 2 years of breakup?will he go to your workplace during his lunch break just to see you...just to look at you secretly...for fear that his presence would make you cry..that your smiles are far more important than his feelings?will he still help you in times of trouble...that your problems are his priority...that importance of it far exceeds his own problems..?will he go to the road near your house just to feel your presence..to share the same sky with you..?will he wait at your basement of your house..not knowing what's he's waiting for..?will he write a diary with words exceeding 120,000 words..far more than he has ever written in his life..just to show his missing for you...wishing that someday he and you would be able to read his diary together...?will a person love you so much that when he's dying,he's still thinking of you..trying to the think of solutions to your problems?will he still love and protect you even after his death?will he be happy for you when you're happy that no matter where he is,his tears will turn into colorful rain to make you laugh..?
"Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.
For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you. "
my tears will turn into colorful rain to make you laugh...
Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch the trees and the daffodils,
Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
In colors on the snowy linen land.
Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.
Starry, starry night.
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
Swirling clouds in violet haze,
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain,
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.
Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.
For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you.
Starry, starry night.
Portraits hung in empty halls,
Frameless head on nameless walls,
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the strangers that you've met,
The ragged men in the ragged clothes,
The silver thorn of bloody rose,
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.
Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they're not listening still.
Perhaps they never will...
Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch the trees and the daffodils,
Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
In colors on the snowy linen land.
Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.
Starry, starry night.
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
Swirling clouds in violet haze,
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain,
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.
Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.
For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you.
Starry, starry night.
Portraits hung in empty halls,
Frameless head on nameless walls,
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the strangers that you've met,
The ragged men in the ragged clothes,
The silver thorn of bloody rose,
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.
Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they're not listening still.
Perhaps they never will...
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...
Element name: WOMAN
Symbol: WO
Atomic weight: (don’t even go there)
Physical properties: Generally round in form. Boils at nothing and may freeze at any time. Melts whenever treated properly. Very bitter if mishandled.
Chemical properties: Very active. Highly unstable. Possesses strong affinity with gold, silver, platinum, and precious stones. Volatile when left alone. Able to absorb great amounts of exotic food. Turns slightly green when placed next to a shinier specimen.
Usage: Highly ornamental. An extremely good catalyst for dispersion of wealth. Probably the most powerful income reducing agent known.
Caution: Highly explosive in inexperienced hands.
Element Name: MAN
Symbol: XY
Atomic Weight: (180+/-50)
Physical properties: Solid at room temperature, but gets bent out of shape easily. Fairly dense and sometimes flaky. Difficult to find a pure sample. Due to rust, aging samples are unable to conduct electricity as easily as young samples.
Chemical properties: Attempts to bond with WO any chance it can get. Also tends to form strong bonds with itself. Becomes explosive when mixed with KD (Element: Child) for prolonged periods of time. Neutralize by saturating with alcohol.
Usage: None known. Possible good methane source. Good specimens are able to produce large quantities on command.
Caution: In the absence of WO, this element rapidly decomposes and begins to smell.
Friday, May 30, 2008
a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...
'Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever? If so, then you know you can go through your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back. What if you got it back?'(Quoted from the book)
'Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever? If so, then you know you can go through your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back. What if you got it back?'(Quoted from the book)
Friday, April 18, 2008
Planetarium-Ai Otsuka
(lyrics from haoting.com)
yu uzu goyo
kawodasuki
eteku godo
monogoe dowogu×2
gonosorano
dokoga
nikimiwairundarou
nazunoowa
rinifutari
denuge daxita
konogooe
ndemi zugaeta
ano seisa
nanda
gaobo ederu
aenakutemokio
kuwotadotte
onajixiawasewo
mitainda
anokaoritotomoni
hanabiga
bado hiraku
ikitai yo
kimi no dodero e
imasu
gugakedaxite
ikitai yo
makura de
nani mo mienai
kowagutemo
daijobu
kazoekire
nai hoxizora ga
imamozu
tokokoni
arundayo
nakanai yo
mugaxi kimitomitakirei
nasorada tagara
ano miji ma
de hibikuku zunonegamimi
ni nokoru
ookina jibun
nogagewomizume
teomono
dexio
jitomogawaranai
hazunanoni
sezunaikimoji
fukurandeku
donnani omodade
kimiwa amo
inai
ikitai yo
kimi no soba ni
jiisakutemo×2
yijiban ni
kimigasuki dayo
zuyoku
irareru
negai
wona gareboxi
ni sododonaetemi
dakeredo
nakanai yo
todoku darou
kirei na
sora ni
ikitai yo
kimi nododoroe
jiisana te
wo nigiriximete
nakitai yo
sore wa×2
kireinaso
ra data
negaiwo na
gareboxi ni
sodo tonae
temida keredo
nakitai yo
todokanai
omoiwogo
no sora ni...
(lyrics from haoting.com)
yu uzu goyo
kawodasuki
eteku godo
monogoe dowogu×2
gonosorano
dokoga
nikimiwairundarou
nazunoowa
rinifutari
denuge daxita
konogooe
ndemi zugaeta
ano seisa
nanda
gaobo ederu
aenakutemokio
kuwotadotte
onajixiawasewo
mitainda
anokaoritotomoni
hanabiga
bado hiraku
ikitai yo
kimi no dodero e
imasu
gugakedaxite
ikitai yo
makura de
nani mo mienai
kowagutemo
daijobu
kazoekire
nai hoxizora ga
imamozu
tokokoni
arundayo
nakanai yo
mugaxi kimitomitakirei
nasorada tagara
ano miji ma
de hibikuku zunonegamimi
ni nokoru
ookina jibun
nogagewomizume
teomono
dexio
jitomogawaranai
hazunanoni
sezunaikimoji
fukurandeku
donnani omodade
kimiwa amo
inai
ikitai yo
kimi no soba ni
jiisakutemo×2
yijiban ni
kimigasuki dayo
zuyoku
irareru
negai
wona gareboxi
ni sododonaetemi
dakeredo
nakanai yo
todoku darou
kirei na
sora ni
ikitai yo
kimi nododoroe
jiisana te
wo nigiriximete
nakitai yo
sore wa×2
kireinaso
ra data
negaiwo na
gareboxi ni
sodo tonae
temida keredo
nakitai yo
todokanai
omoiwogo
no sora ni...
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...
i miss everything..i miss sec sch friends...my family...why weren't things not the same as before...
can i have my father replaced?he's just not the same as before...
why do people get married?sometimes i find marriage is one of the biggest regrets one could have in life..there's no eternal love in this world..is there?things change..people do change..let alone the fragile relationships built between a man and woman,which is built on love and trust...it's just silly to believe one could love a person forever...it's kinda silly to think that a marriage can last forever and one will be able to live with her loved till the end...is this even possible....it's so easy to fall in love but it's the opposite when it comes to maintaining a relationship...
All the happy endings in the fairytales are just lies...
i miss everything..i miss sec sch friends...my family...why weren't things not the same as before...
can i have my father replaced?he's just not the same as before...
why do people get married?sometimes i find marriage is one of the biggest regrets one could have in life..there's no eternal love in this world..is there?things change..people do change..let alone the fragile relationships built between a man and woman,which is built on love and trust...it's just silly to believe one could love a person forever...it's kinda silly to think that a marriage can last forever and one will be able to live with her loved till the end...is this even possible....it's so easy to fall in love but it's the opposite when it comes to maintaining a relationship...
All the happy endings in the fairytales are just lies...
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