wHen I lOoK bAcK thE nEXt mInuTe, WouLd yOU sTiLl bE tHeRe?

i didnt expect to fall in love with him...i didnt wan to...it just happened...and im not even sure if it is...im not one who thinks that love is all that..that it is above all,the greatest thing..coz in my 17 years of life i've witnessed enough to make me believe that love is not all that sweet and romantic as i've thought it was...i've grown to learn that love turns nasty and harsh when chemistry is lost between a couple...that love is a materialistic plaything...money can be used to buy or keep the love of someone...that's wad im taught on lessons of love since young...that trusting someone is tough..that love is changeable..that when someone loves you,it'd not be forever...and im scared to fall in love...yet i still wish to be in love..a fairytale kinda love...one that would have a different ending from...bogoshipda..