my tears will turn into colorful rain to make you laugh...

is there really true love..?everlasting love?will he walk with you to places till 5 in the morning even though he's got work tomorrow?will he still miss you even after 2 years of breakup?will he go to your workplace during his lunch break just to see you...just to look at you secretly...for fear that his presence would make you cry..that your smiles are far more important than his feelings?will he still help you in times of trouble...that your problems are his priority...that importance of it far exceeds his own problems..?will he go to the road near your house just to feel your presence..to share the same sky with you..?will he wait at your basement of your house..not knowing what's he's waiting for..?will he write a diary with words exceeding 120,000 words..far more than he has ever written in his life..just to show his missing for you...wishing that someday he and you would be able to read his diary together...?will a person love you so much that when he's dying,he's still thinking of you..trying to the think of solutions to your problems?will he still love and protect you even after his death?will he be happy for you when you're happy that no matter where he is,his tears will turn into colorful rain to make you laugh..?

"Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you. "