i LoSt mY wAy...AGAIN...

i LoSt mY wAy...aGaiN...

wa...wo zhen de shi lu chi ye...i lost my way in s'pore three times alr...omg...can anibody get any more dumb than mi?suppose nt...hahaz...first time is when im sittin on mrt..i dun even noe how to read the board and so i ended up in khatib...and thot i was out of s'pore...lolx...veri stupid rite?hahaz...second time is when i was sittin on the bus..on my way to my cousin's hse...its gettin dark and i've sat in the bus for so long alr..so i thot im reachin soon...i dun even hav any idea whr i am...juz noe im sumwhr in pasir panjang...wad wif all the construction sites everywhr,everywhr lks the same to mi...so i thot i reached my stop and alight the bus...bt its nt my stop..!!!in fact i dun even noe whr the hell i am...its soo scary...thr were onli a few construction workers dotted ard the place and no other ppl...behind mi was a construction site and in front of mi was a big road bt wif few cars drivin by...and its 9 stg at nite...thankfully thr is jy...tukin to mi on the phone...hahaz..thanks gurl... :) and the third time i got lost again was when i mixed up marina square wif marina bay...i thot both places are the same...coz last time went to marina square for bowling on mel's bdae...den on sabx bdae celebration dey sae gonna go bowling again...and both places start wif the word 'marina' and so i went to marina square instead of marina bay...aft reachin marina square jy called and told mi i went to the wrong place...so i tried findin my way to cityhall mrt control station to meet up wif jy den go marina bay tgt...bt i cldnt find my way and lost my way....so jy has to cum and find mi instead...jy is really street smart..everytime when i lost my way she wld tell mi wad to do or noe whr i am...so she's my saviour..hahaz...im reali hopeless on the streets man...hahaz...

hey gurl,u've gotta believe in fate sometimes...

Christmas is coming!!!!santa wld be sliding down the chimneys and snow wld be piling on the pavements and houses...hehe...thou tats nt gonna happen in s'pore bt wadeva...hahaz...get ready for the festive occasion wor!!! :)

MisSin'

300706....

Mmm...still rmb the laufter of the baby and the other things we've seen and done during tat period of time..?dun tink ya rmb anithin at all nw...coz ntg of the memories seemed to matter to ya nw...seein ur msn nick,i reali dunnoe hw to react to it animore...i hav no right to feel sad nor jealous...nw i dun even dare to tuk to ya animore...if onli we are juz passin acqaintance...haha...
hmm..so fast sec 3 yr has cum to an end...it feels soo...weird...hahaz...gonna be 16 nxt yr le wor...den will be sweet 16 le...hehe...still rmb the 1st dae of sch when i stepped into the classroom..seems so scary...weird faces all ard...i juz cldnt wait till i graduate frm the sch...bt nw tinkin im gonna be sec 4 nxt yr,aft Os gonna leave the sch...it doesnt seem as a happy thing to mi animore....coz to mi,the greatest achievement in my sec sch life is havin made frenz wif the 7 duo hua...im so proud to hav 'em as my frenz man...hahaz...
tink for my sec sch life,its lyk rondo...a piece of music in which its main tune is alwaes repeatin itself...i've been thru the same things over and over again...and makin the same mistakes i've once make...leavin the same regrets as last time....or lyk someone had said,dey are nt regrets bt lessons in life...nw thr are so many things tat i wanna sae...,bt it seems almost impossible to tuk to him nw...perhaps its too late....i shld've sae stg earlier on...do dreamz really come true..?

OMG!!!!

i ThiNk i...

wa...so long nvr blog alr...hahaz...hmm...cant believe tat i feel so light nw tat exams are gonna cum to an end...yay!!!although thr is still 4 more exams,2 more daes to do..i feel damn relaxed nw...in the aftnoon juz went out wif jy,phoeb,sabx,ql and mel...so long nvr go out wif 'em alr...miss laufing out loud wif 'em..miss my tv and long slping hrs...coz hav been slpin at ard 2am lately...hahaz...
Mmm....tink tis end of yr,im juz gonna flunk for all my subj...i either din do finish the paper or i dunnoe hw to do...bt i guess i onli hav myself to blame..coz i did last minute revision..hahaz...and ytd nite,thot im gonna slp at ard 3...bt in the end i fell aslp much earlier than that and in the midst of studying geo...i fell aslp aft reading juz 1 chpt of geo...and woke up at 4am...felt damn tired and went back to slp again till the nxt morning 6am den wake up...hahaz...it'd reali be a miracle if i cld pass my geo tis time round..hahaz...when doin the geo test.i felt so relaxed...it doesnt feel as if im takin an end of yr exam...guess coz the results of it dun reali matter to mi...coz im gonna drop geo if i fail the exam tis time...hahaz....tink tis end of yr reali doesnt feel lyk end of yr exam to mi...hahaz...
wa...its reali hazy nwadaes...bt i dun mind..in fact,i lyk it...the smell of the air...hahaz...im veri weird rite?lolx...
Mmm...tis yr's gonna cum to an end soon...tis yr reali pass by veri fast...felt as if i've learnt ntg in sch,ntg has changed...yet thr's so many things happening..so many thots going thru my head...sometimes i tink things are so much nicer when it is of a blur view...when ya cnt see the details of it,ya can make things up lyk wad you've imagined it to be,a nice fantasy..fairytale..whrby everything is so nice and simple....simplicity and ignorance are sometimes the best...if onli i can pretend ntg has happened..haha...or did i misread his words/actions..?haha...still rmb he was 1 of the 1st ones tat i tuk to aft....although din tell him wad happened bt he.....i really wanna go.....again...haha...i've nvr expected us to....haha...when...told mi abt....,on my way hm on the bus i started cryin again...when i tink of...,it alwaes happens...i dunnoe why...it seems to mi he has alr moved on and another person has entered his life,starting a whole new chpt of his life wif her...and im still here..leaving in the memories of the past again....if onli some things in life have the same theory as the bouncing of rubber ball...haha...
hey...press on peeps!!!exams gonna be OVER!!!! XP

wEstLiFe ConcErT...

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

OMG!!OMG!!OMG!!!vanga and esmond bought westlife concert tickets for jy and mi...both tickets cost $204!!omg...we shldnt have said we lyk westlife in the 1st place...its a mistake...our stupid comments have cost 'em a fortune...i've done nothing to deserve the tickets...its juz a remark...Mmm...dunnoe wad to do or say to 'em nw....the surprise is too big and far too expensive to accept....really hope tat they could take back the tickets....
really wanna say a thousand times of sorry and thank you to vanga and esmond....sorry....thank you....
Mmm...ms lio/mrs tay left school on teachers' dae celebration...she's a very very nice teacher...she and ms huang really make life in 2e3'05 very interesting....dey make mi look forward to going for their lessons...nw in sec 3,i reali dread goin for math lessons....Mmm...dey are more lyk a fren than teachers to us...last yr we wld alwaes stay back after sch till 5 stg in ms huang's homeroom juz lazing ard and sometimes tukin to ms huang....sometimes we wld even make fun of each other...hahaz...dey are the best teachers one could ever ask for....ms lio and ms huang rawkz!!!:)) can we paint the classroom again?
Mmm....went back to ms huang's hmrm aft teachers' dae celebration...nvr felt so 'comfortable' in any other classrooms...jue de na li hao you gui shu gan wor...perhaps coz i used to stay back in the classrm for hrs to do painting or juz for fun,i felt a sense of belonging when i entered the classroom....still rmb last time when usin the back door of it,sometimes we wld slam the door so hard tat the photocopy auntie wld cum and scold us...hahaz...
Mmm....on tat dae some of the 2e3 ppl cum back...though we are in the same sch bt its onli when ya cum into contact wif the person by tukin or...tat ya wld noe if he has change...guess quite a number of us did change...nigel nw nt so shy ard ppl alr...n nw teck siang and i gt tuk...hahaz...sounds kinda weird..bt last time in 2e3 nvr reali tuk to him b4...tink wheneva we tuk,will surely turn out into makin fun of each other or hav disagreements abt things...hahaz...last time we behave lyk enemies lyk tat...hahaz....guess last time nt alot of guys lyk mi coz im so violent..nw aso veri violent...lolx...Mmm...guess some nvr change while some did...some for better,some for worse...or did some change onli the way they look while inside is still the same as b4?on tat dae aso saw lots of seniors cumin back...some reali change alot in the way dey look...thr is one guy hu looked very punk...lyk a member of Green Day...quite handsome...hahaz...bt jy sae he look too punk alr bcum abit scary...haha...Mmm...nxt time will i change so much aso..?coz nw im findin myself change...changing into someone i dun even noe myself...am i still me..?i dunnoe...i really hate myself nw...

hiGH SchOoL mUsicAl...

HiGh sChoOl MusiCaL...

wHeN tHeRe Was mE & yOu [LyRicS]...

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
'Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings
With the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled you made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song
Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings
With the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe
That I could be so blind
It's like you were floatingwhile I was falling
And I didn't mind
Because I liked the view
I thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

aHHHHH..!!!!!!!!!!

i ThoT yoU weRe mY fAirYtaLe...

hmm...2dae's campus superstar isnt wad i wld sae a veri nice 1...prefer sec 2 1...atmosphere is thr i guess...hahaz....Mmm...bt dunnoe y...throughout the whole thing,i juz kept screaming n shouting...seriously i really dunnoe hu im shouting for...for leeyen mayb...?i really hav no idea...juz wanna let out all of my sadness..my frustrations..my feelings all out...to let out all those tat i dunnoe hw to express in words....yah,i guess i did feel better...bt its juz for a short while...the feeling came back to me again while i was walkin hm....the memories tat i had were veri happy...bt sometimes the memories of it are so wonderful tat when it suddenly seems lyk a luxury of experiencin it again,it hurt you so much tat you cry...mayb all of these happened too fast,neither of us was able to make any meaning out of it...it was juz a moment of impulse...lettin time lead us on...makin us fools out of it...or m i the only one..?perhaps the time isnt right...haha...all of it is lyk a fantasy...happiness in a bubble....eveything is lyk a fairytale...lastin for a short while....and 'pop'...the bubble is gone...n im nw back to reality....haha...y does it alwaes end off lyk tat..?i guess im juz losin my faith in....haha....bt i guess it no longer matters animore....coz i've learnt tat time will alwaes heal the wound...lyk it alwaes wld....haha...
Mmm...lao gong told mi stg 2dae...stg tat i've been wishin for for the past few mths last yr...stg tat i've been yearning to hear...bt it doesnt matter animore nw....you shi zai xiang,lao tian zhen ai zuo nong ren...haha....makin us complete fools of ourselves...becoming totally oblivious of our feelings...until it's become too late...till wads left of it are all regrets...haha...
Mmm...saw vanga in sch again 2dae....last time in 2e3,had nvr thot tat i wld b so happy to c him...bt nw i do....hahaz....SmiLe fOr Me EVeRyTimE yOu SeE mE...still rmb?lolx...=)
Mmm...mayb its time for me to embark on the journey alone nw...bt i guess it wont b as lonely as b4 coz i've gt my frenz n vanga nw...hahaz...

wHy?!?!

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

Mmm...dunnoe if vanga will read tis entry....bt really wanna sae a big thank you to you....thanks alot...Mmm...din really expect he wld actually b 1 f the ones to tell mi abt tat sort of things...he really changed alot le...he told mi things tat nobody has actually really wanna sae abt it...guess its coz all of us were kinda involved in a way or another...its all too sensitive to say...all too painful for mi to think...its lyk a forgotten wound...a wound tat has nt healed..a wound tat is being hidden deep down,hoping tat by ignoring it,time will heal it by its own...Mmm...guess im juz deceiving myself...guess all tat had happened has made the wound very deep nw...tat even thinking of them makes mi wanna cry...sorry vanga and jy if i've frighthen you guys juz nw....
Mmm....guess im too scared of getting hurt again...im nw very protective of myself....lyk having a closed door tat nobody can enter....being reserved abt everything i do and say....seldom let my real feelings show...making very few people really understand mi....i thot by doin tat,i wont feel hurt again...but it seems tat nt onli im hurt,those ard mi are hurt too....nw im experiencin it again...and i really dunnoe wad to do nw...i guess i onli have myself to blame...why haven i learn frm my first lesson..?i juz hope all these is nt wad i imagine....i hope im juz being over-sensitve...tat you and her are juz best frens...
vanga said tat god is very fair...in life,you give in some things and you gain some....you lost one thing and you will have a new one very soon...bt i really dun wanna have a new one....why does even the slighest touch or juz a simple care of concern makes my heart thump so fast..?tat the memories of...juz keep coming to mi...?wad exactly is the relationship btw us nw..?i really dun wanna play the guessing game and be in confusion again....
Mmm....vanga,really thanks for cheering mi up....and you are my good fren...hahaz...=)

Mmm...maybe its time to sae pangapshimida and start moving on..?haha...

tErRifiEd nOw...

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

Mmm...on fri nite went out wif jy,mel n jq to c fireworks...hao hao kan wor....nw i finally noe why jy keep saein she wanna c the fireworks...hahaz....reali veri veri nice..!!!hahaz....mayb when ya dun c often of it den ya really will c the beauty of it...?
Mmm....tis is onli my 3rd time seeing the fireworks....pathetic huh..?hahaz...Mmm....bt cum to tink of it nw,wo ying gai suan shi ting xing fu le bahz...hahaz...Mmm....i rmb the 1st time i watched the fireworks is when i was pri 5...during the ndp...den 2nd time is beginning of tis yr...i tink...was wif my cousins...den suddenli..boom!!...its the fireworks....veri nice!!!hahaz....den the 3rd time...is wif my jy dey all....hahaz...really enjoyed myself tat nite....its sooo fun...thanks guys for making such a memorable nite for mi....thanks for ur enthusiasm...hahaz....ask u all on recess den ltr ya sae can go on tat nite...thanks a million times...thanks...=)
Mmm....on tat nite lauf alot....thanks to our dear mel n jy...lolx....hmm....wonder if mel mouth nw ok alr...lolx...=) n still gt jq's usage of words at carls' Jr...vibratin...hahaz....Mmm....aft eatin,went to the fountain of wealth....tats my 1st time actuali reali go n lk at it...coz everytime will juz walk past it...Mmm...guess its really time i noe hw to cherish and appreciate the things around me...instead of juz 'walkin past' it...ignorin it...haha...Mmm...tink i veri sua gu...bt the musical fountain reali veri nice....hahaz...aft tat,we wanted to go esplanade to watch fireworks....bt....we lost our way...in s'pore...can ya believe it..?wo men zhen de shi lu chi ye...lolx....bt luckily can catch the fireworks at marina sq....hahaz....
Mmm....den we lie down on the pavement waitin for the fireworks....hahaz...den took weird pics in the dark....esp love the one whrby we r reachin out...for the stars..?hahaz....Mmm...if onli the 7 duo hua were aso thr too.....
Mmm...suddenly.....BOOM!!!!the fireworks!!!its omg....its very very nice!!!!!n wif the company of 'em...the fireworks are simply awesome...hahaz....Mmm....as the fireworks appear before my eyes many many images n thots flashed in my head....haha...dun reali noe wad im tinkin at tat time aso...haha....kinda wish i hav the remote control in the movie click....den i wld b able to remain in the happy moments n fast forward the unhappy ones...wont life b much more happier tis way..?den i wldnt hav to go thru all of the sadness....haha...everydae of my life wld den b as colorful as those of fireworks...i wldnt hav to experience the darkness in mi again....haha....
Mmm....sometimes i really tink life is too short to make any sense out of it....every stage in life is lyk flyin pass nw...ppl cum n go in ur life...dey wont stay wif ya 4eva...dey will juz stay in ur heart...tgt wif the memories dey've given ya....which juz makes ya feel either more happy or sad...haha....so why try so hard to decipher wads the meaning of life..?juz make sure ya live life to the fullest...livin the dae as if its gonna b ur last....makin sure its gonna be as interestin as the fireworks n as colorful as the rainbow...haha....so even when ur life ends as abruptly as the ending of the fireworks,u've at least live life to the fullest...leavin a beautiful trace on the earth...haha...
Mmm....while watchin the fireworks,i made a wish again....i hope it comes true...though it wld take a long time bt im willin to wait....n i noe when the wish really do cum true...i wld den b able to.....

tHe PrOoF tAt i EveR eXiSteD iS yOu...

e DaE b4 nAtiOnaL dAe

foLloW yOuR fAith...

wa...jing tian hao gao xing wor....ke yi gen 7 duo hua chu qu...hahaz...Mmm...bt sabx cnt go...coz gt piano exam...so...jq dai ti le ta...lolx...den ltr took neoprint wif 'em...soo long nvr take wif 'em le....gonna keep properly the neoprints tat i take wif 'em...dey r 1 of my treasures...hahaz...
hmmm....nw i gt biao ge in sch le wor...i veri xing fu to hav xing cun as my BIAO GE...lolx...he so funny n cute larhz...hahaz...
wa...2dae is the national dae celebration in sch....den can wear the national colorz....n...wen hui wear until sooo nice...!!!!hahaz....the way he wear 2dae lyk a mix of korea n hk styles...hahaz...gonna rmb wad he wear on tat dae man...lolx....
hmm....den 2dae went to phoeb's hse....wo men yi qi qu wan playground wor...hahaz...Mmm...den i sat on the swing...wheneva someone comes behind my swing...i will b veri scared...hahaz...stupid rite?coz tink last time my father help mi to swing the swing...den he swing so high,tat i almost hit a tree....felt as if im gonna fall out of it anitime....hao mei you an quan gan wor...hahaz....i tink im veri weird..phoeb tinks so too...i dare to sit on roller coasters bt nt swings...lolx...wa...hao jiu mei you qu playground wan le....tink gt years le ba...hahaz...tink i've alr forgotten how it feels lyk to go to the playground wif my parents le....last time when young tat time,my mama will always acc mi to go to the playground n sometimes play wif mi....wo hen xing fu dui ma..?hahaz...yi qian mama de shou hui qian zhe wo de shou yi qi zou lu...mama de shou yi qian wo zhe wo de xiao shou,na shi zhen de jue de mama de shou hao da....n i nvr felt so...secure...xian zai wo hai shi jue de na shi hou wo jue de zui you an quan gan...haha...Mmm...i dun reali rmb holding hands wif my father to walk...tink the times we did is less then 5 times..?haha...
hmm.....2dae standin on top at the playground makes mi tink of last yr we went to phoeb hse to make apple pie for the buzz stop..hahaz...still rmd gt 1 time we went to the playground,den i sit the see-saw wif phoeb...its lyk omg...phoeb make the thing up n down so hard,i almost flew out of tat thing...you cld c my ass jump up frm the seat larhz...lolx...aiyoz..tat gurl sit see-saw veri scary 1...even sabx is afraid...hahaz.....
wa...if onli i can go thr at nite during dec...yi ding hui hen piao liang de...den can c the moon and stars....n aso wil b veri windy..hahaz....n aso can make alot of wishes under the stars...hahaz...Mmm...dunnoe y...bt i alwaes make wishes whenever i c the stars or the moon....veri stupid rite?hahaz....
hmm...few daes ago,i sent jy hm...Mmm....tink its my 1st time reali sendin someone dao ta jia lou xia...hahaz....last time onli wait for phoeb or sabx bus cum den i go le..hahaz...if its in sec 2,i wld nvr hav imagine i wld hav send jy hm...we wld b soo embarrassed...hahaz...Mmm...during the walk,we reali talk alot..hahaz...Mmm...really glad tat we r in the same class...hahaz....
Mmm...i really miss my kor in HK....hw i wish i can c him again...im gonna go n find him if i go HK again....hahaz....he is veri veri gd...he is 1 of the nicest person/guy i've ever seen....hahaz...hope i can go HK tis dec hols den can c him n his frenz again...lolx...

Mmm....saranghaeyo...?

DreAmZ dO coMe TrUe....

hmm...jing tian zuo le shi chang diao cha...ask lots of ppl abt wad dey tink of ys...Mmm...nw den i noe reali lots of ppl dun lyk him....tink im aso 1 of 'em ba..hahaz...veri bad rite..?dunnoe y last time i ask him b my kor...guess he reali change alot nw le....
really miss the past......
Mmm....dunnoe y...suddenly cry on wed's form teachers period...mayb coz aft readin the letter...veri stupid rite?haha...Mmm...the letter is frm sumone who was once veri close to mi....Mmm...i really miss you....i really wanna tuk more....bt i reali dunnoe hw to le....though we c each other everydae n try to tuk...we both noe tat we hav drifted apart le....n might nt return to last time de closeness le....Mmm...hav i really changed alot...?
hmm....stayed back in sch 1 dae den tuk wif sabx n steph for veri long....Mmm....if i had nt ask,i reali din noe wads goin on in their lives....did i really noe them frm the start..?or izzit juz superficial understanding btw us...?
Mmm...last time de 7 duo hua,nw lyk san le....mayb its time to sae bye le..?
hmm....the dae when sabx n i stayed back in sch...dunnoe y bt suddenly juz walk to lk down at the pond....den rmb wad happened on the last dae of 2E3....Mmm....tat wld b kept in a corner of my heart...one of the memories tat wld b tresured forever....
hmm....nw tat in 3e2...jy n i became real close....Mmm...stil rmb thr is 1 time in sec 2 onli the 2 of us went out 2gather....both of us were soo quiet....hahaz...Mmm...bt nw,we can almost tuk abt everything le....den a few daes ago,i called jy n tuk wif her on the phone...its the 1st time in the 3 yrs i've tuk wif her on the phone w/out conferencin wif others.....hahaz...weird rite?hahaz....hmm....n we actually tuk on the phone for 1 hr plus wor....hahaz....Mmm....jy,i wanna tell you tat i really regretted wasting 2 yrs nt knowing you....haha....
Mmm....wanna tell someone tat dreamz do come true....

had great fun..!!!!

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

hmm....wah...2dae reali reali veri veri funny....hahaz....Mmm...went out wif jy,wen shan,mega,peera n ricky...come to tink of it nw,onli jy n i r nt foreigners...felt abit lyk im goin out wif the jie jies n kor kors...hahaz...so weird..coz last time in 2e3 veri little foreigners...den seldom interact wif 'em...except issie....so yah lorhz... hahaz....but the 4 of 'em so so so cute n funny....jy n i keep laufing...lolx...
Mmm...actuali 2dae is go lion's old folks hm de..but tink dey've gt some exercise thing goin on,so cnt go in....so we left the food wif the nurse..ask us hep to give to ah boey...the granny....Mmm... dunnoe why...but feel kinda sad when we left the lion's hm during the 1st visit....noe tat dey are in great hands but to mi,i feel tat dey are somewad livin in a prison...dey cnt go out or reali do anithin...the difference btw the hm and prison is tat the hm has gt ppl to lk aft 'em,tats all....it felt as if the ppl were reali juz waitin for their time to report to the king of hades......
aft givin the food,we went to orchard....Mmm...soo fun...!!dey so funny...hahaz...on the way wen shan n ricky so funny...hao xiang da qing ma qiao...hahaz...den the way peera n ricky behave aso veri funny...hahaz....hmm...den on the way to heeren,peera kept teasing jy abt neoprints...coz when lkin at 1 advert photo jy sae mayb we can pose tat for our neoprints....den peera sae wah..ppl lkin at the cancer the photo den thr u r tinkin for the pose for the neoprint...hahaz...reali shld hav seen hw each n every1 behave...sooo funny...hahaz...
Mmm...den 2dae tuk to wen shan while walkin to mos...Mmm....dunnoe y sumhw tuk tuk tuk,tuk abt our family le...Mmm...guess its the 1st time i ever tuk face to face abt my family...felt kinda weird bt at the same time felt veri relaxed tat i've tuk to sum1 abt it...though i din sae all,bt it juz felt...great...hahaz..Mmm...mayb is hw the way she remain silent n listen to mi...or the way she tells mi abt things...i felt as if she's lyk a big sister....hahaz...i veri dumb rite?hahaz....
Mmm...2dae is the 1st time i took neoprint wif peera,mega,wenshan n ricky wor...hahaz...so hapie...frm the time when we takin neoprint to the time we decoratin it,its sooo fun...!!!sooo funny..!!!lolx....shld hav seen 1 of the neoprint jy decorate...sooo cute....esp ricky....lolx....

iTs FUn 2dAe..!!

hmm...2dae there r 2 gurls at the city hall mrt station..the train arrived n lots of ppl piled into the train...its packed lyk sadine inside....but still,lots of ppl keep goin into it...tryin to squeeze wad little space thr is left in the train...the 2 gurls waited n waited..to let the ppl get into the train 1st...den its finally their turn to get into the train alr...even outside the train,the gurls cld c tat thr were barely space to stand...but still coz the gurls were running late,dey tried their luck to get into the sadine-packed train...the gurls were the last to get into the train...1 of the gurls managed to get into the train...but the doors were alr closing...the other gurl din dare to go in as the doors were closing so fast tat her other gurl fren's bag almost got stuck between the doors... the doors closed and the gurls were nw being separated by the glass doors...the mrt station is nw empty..except for the gurl hu is scared of mrt....hahaz...tat gurl had nvr ever took mrt alone b4 aft tat incident..tis is her 1st time alone in a mrt station....n she din lyk it...hahaz....the nxt train arrived n she boarded it alone...veri brave rite?hahaz...the two gurls were finally reunited at the nxt mrt station....coz nd to change to get back to tpc...luckily,the gurl is nt totally 'blind'...she spotted her fren n dey were together again...a reunion..!!!Lol....miss her fren loads.... :)when dey meet tgt...the gurl lauf n lauf till tears rolled down...izzit tears of joy..?or izzit scared of losing her fren tat she cried..?hahaz...the feeling she had experienced when she felt she's no longer close wif her sec 2 sistas....is she aso experiencing tis nw..?
Mmm....the 2 gurls were once so close wif each other...they hav no secrets...they were thr for each other everytime...sad or happy...dey been thru it all...dey were frens since pri sch...dey hav been frens for 10 yrs.....wonder if she is gonna celebrate their 'wedding anniversary' tis yr...the one she has alwaes tuk abt when walkin hm tgt....haha....did ya left coz ya felt neglected..?hw cum the gurls were no longer tuking wif each other..?nw it seems so quiet without u...i don't like it...i miss ur barks and meows....cld u tell us wad went wrong...?

hahaz...the gurl hu thot she's out of s'pore....when she's onli at khatib....

sOoo niCe..!!!

wa...ytd went to the rooftop wif ulfred,ray n yuan hong...soo nice..!!!Mmm...its at sin ming...the rooftop is of a coffee shop 1 wor...mayb coz i nvr go to the rooftops of those kinds....but i tink its cool..!!we hav to climb a 'ladder' to go to the rooftop...den thr is sort of stg surroundin it...hmm...tink im claustrophobic...coz while climbin e ladder wif the thing surroundin it..i felt as if thr is stg pressin down on mi....guess im veri scared of being in confined space..dun lyk the feelin...veri scary...
but...the short climb of the ladder is worth it!!!!the rooftop is made of steel...i tink...so when ya walk on it,got alot of sound cumin out...the rooftop is curved lyk a hump...at the sides thr are no railings or wadsoeva...the steel 'ground' juz stops thr...so nd to b careful when walkin on it...if nt will fall...
wa....glad tat ytd weather was gd...if nt cnt go up thr le....at the rooftop can c the whole sky...feel sumwad near to it...seemed sumwad surreal...the sky is veri nice...its lyk a whole stretch of blue paint splattered across the sky...wif a few clouds dotted on it....veri veri nice....!!!frm thr ya can c the houses beneath ya...hw i wish i can go thr at nite...the scenery lk down frm thr yi ding hui hen piao liang de...wad wif the lights cuming frm the houses....n stars on the sky...
hmm...ytd stayed up thr till 5 i tink...wish cld stay longer...den mayb can c sunset..?hahaz....we played card games...ulfred's fren aso thr...wa...his fren reali lk alot lyk my pri sch fren...so when he sae he gt a kor, i ask if he's sec 3...haiz...but he's nt....i veri dumb rite..?hahaz....
wa...wanna go thr again...!!veri veri nice....!hahaz....gotta thank ulfred for bringing us thr...hahaz...

MisSin' thE grEaT tYmS...

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

wa...i realli enjoyed myself on the dae the world cup start...coz its nt onli the commencement of the FIFA...but aso my best fren,jtms, bdae wor..!!hehe...Mmm..its real fun tat nite...its lyk a gurls nite out...except the 3 guys...hahaz...
hmm....wa... its real fun tat nite...coz all my wonderful gurl frenz r thr...n the jokers:vanga,esmond n stanley were thr too...hmm...when i 1st saw esmond tat nite,i kept lking at him...hehee...coz he reali bcum more handsome le...hahaz...nw got spiky hair le wor...hahaz...wa..if he grow taller abit,he will b even more handsome de...
hmm...at the dinner wo men mei ge ren dou chi de hao bao hao bao wor...hehe...so muz reali thanx the jokers for the meal...coz dey help to foot everyone's bill instead of paying dutch...veri gd rite?hahaz...
Mmm....during the dinner kept hearing vanga's laufter...his laufter is so funny...ascending 1...hahaz....its aso HIGHLY contagious...even though sumtimes i cnt hear wads he tuking,but aft hearing his laufter i will automatically lauf...hahaz...thr is 1 time whrby he lauf till cry...or izzit sadness behind those tears..?hmm..thr is 1 time whrby every1 in the restaurant turned to lk at us coz we lauf too loud le...hahaz...
at the restaurant,wo men bu zhi you kou fu...hai you yan fu wor...coz the waiters thr all veri handsome de...hahaz...still got 1 lk lyk LJJ de wor...hehee...Mmm...i dun mind workin in the restaurant man...muahahaz....=)
hmm...aft the dinner...we went to esplanade to take a stroll...on my way thr..saw ms tuan, my form teacher....she is lyk pointin at mi n lks puzzled...tink she is gonna tuk to mi abt it when sch reopens....
hmm...aft we reached esplanade awhile,jtms n i gotta go hm le...but i reali lyk the eslpanade at nite...coz its my 1st time at the esplanade at nite...wad wif the music n the waters...its veri nice!!!
mayb even wif a tinge of mystery hanging in the nite air..?hahaz...
though its nt my bdae tat nite,but i reali enjoy myself...hahaz....thanx guys tat all of ya r present...if nt it wld nt b such a great nite...love you all...muackzZz...

wAdeVa DecIsIoN yA MakE, lEt iT cOmE fRm uR heArT...& DuN reGreT iT...

eveything's changing...

hmm....wa..2dae lots of surprises wor...ulfred sms mi early in the morning(at least to mi it is..hehe)to tuk...i went lyk woah....Mmm..tuk to him for hrs...he sooo cute.....esp when he ask mi abt stg...hehe...omg....wanna hug him man...hahaz....juz kiddin... =) hmm...hope i can get the bdae pressie i requested frm him....hehe...go go jia you...!!!Mmm...hope sum1 will overcum her fear n welcum him wif open arms....mayb tis wld b better den e previous 1..? seeing the wae ya react tells mi it wld b....go 4 it ppl....!
hmm...start of june hols le...but sumhw i dun feel the vibes at all....perhaps coz i start e hols on a bad note....haiz..my mum were being asked to go to the parent meeting session...coz my results simply sux....tink i shldnt even go to 3e2 in the 1st place....Mmm....but hey...at least im gettin on better wif my classmates....hahaz...yay!!!!!!
Mmm....on be urself dae so weird larhz....kenneth n i wore tops of the same color....both of us wore tops tat hav the (almost) same shade of green wif yellow trimmings on the shirt....nan dao wo men xin you ling xin yi dian tong..?hahaz....
hmm......stg btw mi n phoeb happen again....except tis time it involves sabx n lots more ppl....nwadaes i cld no longer tuk to her....wheneva i tuk to her it wld turn to an argument instead...perhaps im being jealous...or petty...i cldnt help but feel down when i see her wif sabx n the 3e1 classmates... im nt in the same class as ya....seldom go out wif ya even aft skool...so y do ya...?m i imaginin all these..?i've seen so many times whrby ya left jtms n steph to b wif others....n left 'em alone....ya wld rather spend our only time 2gather to b wif others....sumtimes ya even ignore wad we hav sae,pretendin ya din hear when its said so loud tat even the deaf can hear....at times ya even diao at (sum of) us....do ya noe tat all of us felt hurt...?esp mi...y do all these hav to happen to us again..?i feel tat ya r driftin apart frm us....nw i even feel tat im closer to steph den ya....y did ya change so much..?or m i the 1 hu is changing..?didn't you say that we will go through thick and thin together even if there are tears in our eyes...?din u gave me ur promise tat no matter wad happens we would always be the best of friends..?
phoebe, i really miss the 2e3 times we shared 2gather....even the bad times of it seemed better than what we are experiencing now.....
on dec 05,u've told mi tat we wld 4eva be the best of friends...now i need you to assure me again that we are and would always be.....

eXamZzz feVeR in e aiR...

haiz...exams start le...haven even start studying for the upcuming subjects...nvm...might juz as well fail my exams...wa...yesterdae nite rush lyk mad...didnt revise 4 my geo 4 the past few daes...so yest nd to cramp all hundreds of pgs of info into my head...den study till 3am....n slp 4 2 1/2hr n wake up at 5.30am....haiz..tired man..aft e exam,cum back hm and slp for 4 hrs straight...1st time eva..?yea,tink so....hav tried staying up till 6 in e morn doing stg else,but definitely nt for studying....hehe..
wa...to mi the dae when examz end seem so far away frm nw...6 moredaes..8 more examz to go....haiz...
hmmm...2dae took bus to my cousin's hse...e journey's scary...thrs 1 old couple in e bus...den dey keep scolding each other vulgarities n e guy pushed the lady...ta men chao dao hao xiong,hao pa ren....it brought shivers down my spine...sumhow,looking at the old couple reminds mi of my parents...dey used to quarrel alot...sumtimes my father wld even push my mum to the ground....n my mum wld suffer frm bruises....my mum used to tink of committing suicide..tinkin life doesnt mean a thing animore....once, when i was ard eleven,my mum decided to leave the family....luckily,my godma found her in the end....i rmb crying till i slp in those daes...mayb tats y i dun hav a gd relationhip wif my father...i seldom tuk to him...i dun lyk him...i hate him....sumtimes i feel lyk i live wif a stranger....we r juz father n daughter in name...
hmmm peeps...hang in thr man...!!!we r gonna see the sunlight aft tis mid yr examz...study hard wor...we r alr halfway thr le,dun give up....study hard!!Go go jia you...!!! :D