Friday, October 06, 2006

OMG!!!!

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wa...so long nvr blog alr...hahaz...hmm...cant believe tat i feel so light nw tat exams are gonna cum to an end...yay!!!although thr is still 4 more exams,2 more daes to do..i feel damn relaxed nw...in the aftnoon juz went out wif jy,phoeb,sabx,ql and mel...so long nvr go out wif 'em alr...miss laufing out loud wif 'em..miss my tv and long slping hrs...coz hav been slpin at ard 2am lately...hahaz...
Mmm....tink tis end of yr,im juz gonna flunk for all my subj...i either din do finish the paper or i dunnoe hw to do...bt i guess i onli hav myself to blame..coz i did last minute revision..hahaz...and ytd nite,thot im gonna slp at ard 3...bt in the end i fell aslp much earlier than that and in the midst of studying geo...i fell aslp aft reading juz 1 chpt of geo...and woke up at 4am...felt damn tired and went back to slp again till the nxt morning 6am den wake up...hahaz...it'd reali be a miracle if i cld pass my geo tis time round..hahaz...when doin the geo test.i felt so relaxed...it doesnt feel as if im takin an end of yr exam...guess coz the results of it dun reali matter to mi...coz im gonna drop geo if i fail the exam tis time...hahaz....tink tis end of yr reali doesnt feel lyk end of yr exam to mi...hahaz...
wa...its reali hazy nwadaes...bt i dun mind..in fact,i lyk it...the smell of the air...hahaz...im veri weird rite?lolx...
Mmm...tis yr's gonna cum to an end soon...tis yr reali pass by veri fast...felt as if i've learnt ntg in sch,ntg has changed...yet thr's so many things happening..so many thots going thru my head...sometimes i tink things are so much nicer when it is of a blur view...when ya cnt see the details of it,ya can make things up lyk wad you've imagined it to be,a nice fantasy..fairytale..whrby everything is so nice and simple....simplicity and ignorance are sometimes the best...if onli i can pretend ntg has happened..haha...or did i misread his words/actions..?haha...still rmb he was 1 of the 1st ones tat i tuk to aft....although din tell him wad happened bt he.....i really wanna go.....again...haha...i've nvr expected us to....haha...when...told mi abt....,on my way hm on the bus i started cryin again...when i tink of...,it alwaes happens...i dunnoe why...it seems to mi he has alr moved on and another person has entered his life,starting a whole new chpt of his life wif her...and im still here..leaving in the memories of the past again....if onli some things in life have the same theory as the bouncing of rubber ball...haha...
hey...press on peeps!!!exams gonna be OVER!!!! XP

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