aHHHHH..!!!!!!!!!!

i ThoT yoU weRe mY fAirYtaLe...

hmm...2dae's campus superstar isnt wad i wld sae a veri nice 1...prefer sec 2 1...atmosphere is thr i guess...hahaz....Mmm...bt dunnoe y...throughout the whole thing,i juz kept screaming n shouting...seriously i really dunnoe hu im shouting for...for leeyen mayb...?i really hav no idea...juz wanna let out all of my sadness..my frustrations..my feelings all out...to let out all those tat i dunnoe hw to express in words....yah,i guess i did feel better...bt its juz for a short while...the feeling came back to me again while i was walkin hm....the memories tat i had were veri happy...bt sometimes the memories of it are so wonderful tat when it suddenly seems lyk a luxury of experiencin it again,it hurt you so much tat you cry...mayb all of these happened too fast,neither of us was able to make any meaning out of it...it was juz a moment of impulse...lettin time lead us on...makin us fools out of it...or m i the only one..?perhaps the time isnt right...haha...all of it is lyk a fantasy...happiness in a bubble....eveything is lyk a fairytale...lastin for a short while....and 'pop'...the bubble is gone...n im nw back to reality....haha...y does it alwaes end off lyk tat..?i guess im juz losin my faith in....haha....bt i guess it no longer matters animore....coz i've learnt tat time will alwaes heal the wound...lyk it alwaes wld....haha...
Mmm...lao gong told mi stg 2dae...stg tat i've been wishin for for the past few mths last yr...stg tat i've been yearning to hear...bt it doesnt matter animore nw....you shi zai xiang,lao tian zhen ai zuo nong ren...haha....makin us complete fools of ourselves...becoming totally oblivious of our feelings...until it's become too late...till wads left of it are all regrets...haha...
Mmm...saw vanga in sch again 2dae....last time in 2e3,had nvr thot tat i wld b so happy to c him...bt nw i do....hahaz....SmiLe fOr Me EVeRyTimE yOu SeE mE...still rmb?lolx...=)
Mmm...mayb its time for me to embark on the journey alone nw...bt i guess it wont b as lonely as b4 coz i've gt my frenz n vanga nw...hahaz...