I AM HEALTHY.
AT LEAST THAT'S WHAT I THINK.
my family apparently is sick.or rather has always been.i mean both physically.and maybe mentally for some.
my mum has problems with her eyes and she has went under the knife once for it.but not that i can remember it.was too young to understand.all i can remember is that she pops pills into her mouth every few hours at a point in time.many.colorful.pills.and tablets.medicine.she was on medication.to keep her condition in control.
my eldest sis has lumps in her breast.and has been going for checkups over the years.and that includes having to go for operations too.lest the lumps turn into cancer.and she still has to continue doing that.keep tab on it.
my sis?she has kidney problems.and used to go to the to hospital for checkups once a week.and she has undergone operations for it.if she has swollen feet it'd mean that she'd have to go to the doc for it.because it might mean that she's been eating too salty.or too heaty.too much for her kidneys to take it.
and for the man living in the house obviously he's cranky.and sick too.he has serious gastric problems and always have to rely on medication.and the only times when i feel sorry for him is when he has to do scopes.to check for gastric cancer.idk.it feels.
and now my relative is down with cancer.its at the last stage.it feels.its like the bad news would come anytime soon.just like how it has been like with my grandma.sudden.but yet expected.i dont wanna hear those rituals.and cries.again.i dont wanna go to the crematorium.again.

I AM BLESSED.
I HAVE YET TO UNDERGO OPERERATIONS OR HAVE MAJOR ILLNESS.
i am only slightly anaemic.