a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

i wish i am drunk.at least i wouldnt have to listen to all the shit that he's sprouting.wth.what is the freakin' problem with him?why is it that some people can have such perfect families?why is it that no matter how hard i try things still remain status quo?if not worse?i just cant help but keep thinking if only i am born into a better family,where my parents are at least sane.or my father rather.i just wish i could run away.from all this shit.from him.i just wanna get drunk and get high.get drunk and forget about everthing.where his existence is no longer.when his words no longer affect me.i just wanna drink.till nothing else matters.till he's out of the picture.completely.

i love the gurls.jq.friends.
they keep me alive.
i love it even more when they're drunk.haha