a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

i should just start eating greens and become a vegetarian..seriously..i should never have went to the market..i am disgusted when i see meat now...its like...omg!!im not trying to go on diet or being anorexic but its just that i cant seem to be able to stomach much food nowadays..when i eat too much nowadays i'd either wanna puke or have the runs...
and my sleeping cycle now is so screwed up....i just cant get to sleep...and i'd always be awakened by my palpitating heartbeat...im so tired and drained but i just cant sleep...
i need to take my mind off it..