a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

chalet was great!!my classmates,entertainment,food,drinks,car rides,cooking...they were GREAT!!not that i did any of the cooking but whatever..the guys are good!!
i just love indians!!and the halal gurl!!and car rides in deepan's car!!!

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

people dream to escape from reality
i stay awake so as not to dream
the dream that seemed so real
i cant fall asleep as i am afraid
afraid that something might happen when i am sleeping

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

i think im getting the meaning of my dream...
someday the family might just end up like this
i feel so trapped
everything is so fucked up

the arrival of Joash is supposed to be a joyous occasion
but why are they doing these
what the hell is wrong with you guys

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

1. Your future friend: People with mature and strong character attract you. Your close friends are usually a tigress or a tomboy.
2. Your travel plan: In the future, you will often take overseas trips especially to modernized countries. You will get to explore Europe and North Asia like you always wanted.
3. Your future financial status: You are a big spender! You always spend on friends and luxury goods without feeling guilty. No matter how much you earn, you churn to match it. Your credit cards get thinner and thinner from frequent swipes. The figure in your bank account is not what you enjoy seeing.
4. The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.

how true!!hahahahahha
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test61.aspx

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

im sad.
and confused.
wth is wrong with me?
i should be happy.
i am,
at times.
but a part of me seems
missing...
everything seems alright.
but why does it feel so wrong?
seriously
to hell with these nonsense

i miss my grandma...
the wailing..the rituals...they still ring in my ears...
the day she's being cremated..
it's on 30 june too...

i miss jy.
and ql.
and hsien wen.
and fatiha.
and...

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

i should just start eating greens and become a vegetarian..seriously..i should never have went to the market..i am disgusted when i see meat now...its like...omg!!im not trying to go on diet or being anorexic but its just that i cant seem to be able to stomach much food nowadays..when i eat too much nowadays i'd either wanna puke or have the runs...
and my sleeping cycle now is so screwed up....i just cant get to sleep...and i'd always be awakened by my palpitating heartbeat...im so tired and drained but i just cant sleep...
i need to take my mind off it..

BeGinnIngS aRe RanDoM BuT enDinGS aLwaYs HavE A rEasOn...

i need to get it out of my mind..

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Disappointment
Being Alone
Death
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Commitment

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