TOUCH MY HAND

i am having cravings
for bimbimbab
and suffering from insomnia
and thinking of some stupid shit
that i dont even know what exactly is going through my head
ok whatever

i realised i always dreamt that my father would abandon me
in some rubbish dump
or some stupid HDB flats which are like mazes
and with altars inside the houses
that i can never get out
that was when i was young
and i'd wake up crying
no.more like wailing
HAHA
and today it's like deja vu
attended my cousin's wedding lunch at his house
i felt sick
it was like in those dreams
with the altar
and dark corridors
and stupid mazes that you can never seem to get out of
uh ok whatever
it's all shit
i'd never get those dreams again

i like steven!!
his body is HOT!!
he doesnt look chinese
and he is not married!!
maybe attached?
HAHA
ok WHATEVER SHUT IT