Friday, November 30, 2007

Live as if you've never been hurt in love before...

Hmm...been so busy at work lately,so many events coming up...nvm it shall keep me busy for the time being and keep my mind out of the stupid stuff..
this week had been working overtime..once even had to work up till 11 pm..haha..ytd just been to sitex for work..i was slacking all the time there...there weren't many customers popping over at our booth..so my colleagues and i went popping ard at others' booths to check out the latest gadgets...haha..at the booth opp. to ours there is one handsome guy working in ABN...he looks like a korean!!!hehe...doubt he's a singaporean coz he's too style to be one...haha...oh yah at another event at the Microsoft saw another guy he's so cute!!!he's called Masafumi...is he a jap?hmmm...ytd is my first time at s'pore expo at a sitex show...so it's quite an eye-opener for me..i'm such a country bumkin huh..haha...
Mmm...someone very dear to me just had a confession with me some time ago....initially i'm really confused.i really don't know how i'm supposed to react to all these...i'm just felt...stuck..stuck in a sticky situation...we had promised not to let such a thing happened...but...haha...it's weird that how things had turned out this way..haha...but i guess it is really no one's fault....haha...i had knew such a thing would happen..but i really didn't expect it to really happen...sounds absurd huh..contradicting ain't it?haha...i felt it was like a drama enfolding in front of me...haha...the first few days after the confession,i was in a trance...i was sad and even angry at times...but surprisingly i did not cry as much as i thought i would...perhaps because i've expected this had happen...maybe i've cried enough previously for it....haha....actually i should be happy of the confession...i had waited so long for it that after some time i stopped harbouring on the hope that it's just not gonna happen...but now here is the confession that i've been waiting for...so i guess it is now time for me to put an end to all these silly hopes that i've been pinning for..haha...come to think of it now i guess what i miss is the memories of us together and not him....haha..

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