FOREVER AND ALWAYS.

why the fcuk are you so nice to me.
you're too good that i feel ashamed.
you make promises.
and those are actually favors that i cant ask from you.
because if i do,that'd just be selfish of me.
you've never asked anything from me
and that's precisely why i cant ask anything from you either.
all this while,it's my fault
i've been too selfish.
you're always there for me.
i should've known.should've guessed.
people told me things.
i know them.
but i chose to ignore it.
and let things remained status quo.
should've kept my distance.
but i didnt.
sorry that i kept it from you.
that you have to hear it from other people.
i didnt mean for it to happen.
to let you know it this way.
sorry.