ALL GOOD THINGS COME TO AN END.

everything seems so surreal now.
i would never have expected this outcome.
this is like a second chance.
for the both of us.
i've hung on to the hope
that something more will happen
even after what happened to us previously.
and it did.
for that, i'm thankful.happy.
yet doubtful.
cause i can no longer trust you wholeheartedly.
the trust is broken.
i've once made a promise to myself
that i wouldnt give us a second chance
but i've given in.
and idk if it's good or bad.
you told me that even you dont know what are your thoughts
idk how to react to that.
cause i dont want the same damn thing repeating itself again.
especially more so that i've allowed myself to sink into all these the second time.
i dont know what i want now.

SOMEONE WAKE ME UP.

finally i know the answer.
but i dont know what to do.
you were hesitant before.
and you told me why.
but i'm afraid you would do the same thing again.