ITS YOU.
just went drinking with ql and xinyi
it was.
idk.good.
not because of the vodka
because we just ended up bitching more than drinking
in fact we drank less than half of it
and surprisingly i drank the least
because half of the time i felt like puking
not because of tt i think
my health has been quite fucked up recently
felt like puking even before i started drinking
and it got worse now
i have to keep stuffing food into my mouth
to stop myself from feeling tt way
hoping tt would keep whatever's gna come up from my throat go down
ok whatever.
and i should start waking up on time
so that i dont skip lessons anymore just because i am late
my attendance is shit
maybe i should start sleeping earlier
no i must
but thats if i can even sleep that early
i'd be lying on the bed staring at the damned four walls
ok whatever
i wouldnt wanna be in the house either
its cold war between my parents
over something
or nothing
ok whatever
i cannot be bothered anymore.
waiting for something.
or maybe just nothing.
idk.
