a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

i should take my mind off it.
because it sucks.
and nothing's gonna happen.
and things starting to complicate.
for ME.
uh shut it.

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

i am feeling so bloated now..and its not because of menses..i think i am eating way too much recently...all those crisps and cravings are taking a toll on me now..have been feeling nauseous lately..but uh whatever...at least it's putting some weight on me..or rather more than some...and i used to think snacking doesnt put on the extra pounds.now i've gotta change that perception.
and gosh sem's starting soon and i've yet to adjust to my sleeping time..i am a nocturnal now.guess i'd be a walking zombie during lectures in the days to come.which equates to more caffeine.
and i think there's a problem in my father's family production line.my father's cranky at times.his sister too darn autocratic.not to mention both of selfish.seriously.my aunt is just a heck of a trouble.
and this time my mum might have to forgo going to her grandson's one month celebration for her stuff?and she wasnt even really happy when joash is born.wth..my mum is her PA.takes her paychecks.but seriously.she is treating my mum more like a underling.she is younger than my mum but her behaviour just shows that she doesnt give much a damn to it.seriously,show some respect.for others and yourself.get a life.i am not insinuating that i despise her.but uh whatever.just hopefully i'd gow to love her.eventually..
and i am just glad that friendships with my gurls are still the same.i dont think i'd wanna go through the same darn thing with them as i did with phoebe and i before.

and i am still hung up on the guy at the flea mkt.or rather still mesmerized by his pretty face.heh

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

gosh i miss my gurls badly...after my date with sab it reminds me of the old secondary school days...going out with the guys are fun but seriously,its even better having a good bitching time with the gurls.on everything,nothing...it just makes me feel...whole..
and i thought i wouldnt be able to really talk to her anymore but...i love you.i forgot why i used to love you.but today i realised why again.
and dont be deceived by the looks!guys might look good in the clothes.broad shoulders and a seemingly good bod but what's underneath might just not be the thing you wanna see.hahah

love make time passes..
time make love passes...

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

so many things are going through my head now...apparently this holiday didnt do much in sorting them out..all these while it has been fiddling with the improbability..somebody just slap me

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

wth school is gonna suck big time this sem...seriously,ending at 5pm everyday?it's just shit..and with 3 practicals on friday and more autocad?i think i am just gonna die this sem...all the weight i've gain is gonna drop to around 41 again when this sem starts wth...hopefully the pracs are gonna be aircraft engines and not some stupid drilling and turning...oh gosh