Friday, January 23, 2009

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

i dont feel good about this whole thing thats happening
its freaking me out
its scary
i dont like it
dont like it happening to my friends
especially the both of them
its gonna hurt the people involved
especially her

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

he's not good enough for her
he used to be
but not anymore
he used to be the medicine for all of her sorrows
but now he is the root of her misery
she changed so much for him
to accommodate his atrocious behaviour
he used to be a good friend of mine
but not anymore
because he has hurt her too much
i dunnoe why
but whenever i see her bawling her eyes out for him
it would remind me of HER
and i HATE it

Thursday, January 15, 2009

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

it shouldnt have been...
hate myself for it...
dumb..

Monday, January 12, 2009

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

life is so fragile...when i saw her today,she reminded me of my grandma...if my grandma was still alive she'd have been 91 years old by now...she's so skinny now...all her bones are showing...cheeks sunken in...i almost couldnt recognise her...she's like my grandma...like the very last time i have seen her...except that my grandma had tubes inserted in her...and she's already gone for 2 years...
i've always liked to watch people sleep...because they looked so innocent and sweet when they're sleeping...but im scared when old folks sleep...because im scared to find them having no chest movement...that once they sleep they might never wake up...i hope she sleeps well..and i'll be able to hear her soft breathing...

Sunday, January 11, 2009

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

OMG!!!the BAYouth gathering was awesome!!!its like a prom night for us..or to me it seems...its just great!!!singing...jamming...dancing...and lots of pics!!!and peera came!!!OMG!!!it was totally unexpected!!hahahahha..the handsome boy..hahahahha...


My Dearest!!!

Loves!!

Love Her!!!

Pretty Gurls!!!

Smile!!!

Saranghae!!!

Leeyen & I

4E2!!!

Monday, January 05, 2009

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

Planetarium lyrics


Evening approaches and the voices of night-smiling children fade
I know that you are somewhere under this sky, far, far away
At summer’s end, we snuck away together, we found this park
I kind of remember that constellation

Even if I don’t meet you, I can search for memories
Of the same sort of happiness.
Both the smell and fireworks going “bang”

I want to go to where you are
I want to start running there soon
I can’t see anything in the inky darkness
Even if I’m scared I’ll be okay
The wisdom of this clear sky
Is here now all the time.
I didn’t cry when I saw you in the past
Because the sky was clear.

Daily, from that road over there, I can only hear one sound.
Maybe you’ll stare at your big shadow.
It is not in the least expected to change.
A sad feeling expands inside you.
This is the “you’re not there” kind of feeling.

I really want to go and be next to you
Even though I am really, really small
I love you the most
I can be strong
I suddenly try to make a wish on a falling star
Maybe I’ll reach the point where I don’t cry
In a clear sky.

Even if I'm not with you, I can search for memories
Of the same sort of happiness.
Like the smell, together with fireworks going “bang”

I want to go to your place (The place that is with you…)
A small hand clenching yours,
I want to cry; that is a beautiful sky.
I suddenly try to make a wish on a falling star
Under this sky, I don’t think that I want to cry.


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a love story..
i thought they would last forever..
they were the best i've ever seen..
they look so good together...
but it has ended..
it used to be a 'they'..
now it's just 'he' and 'she'..
it ended all too sudden...
the snowball has shattered..
the fairytale in it has come to an end...
no more meetups.
no more calls.
period.
i hope she gets better.

personal relationships are so fragile.
is it worth the time building one in the first place?
only to get yourself hurt in the end
all good things come to an end
even the most beautiful fairytale
will come to an end..
from flames to dust..
lovers to friends...
maybe its all just a beautiful dream in the end.