a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT..


i hope you would be alright...that you would be safe and healthy...

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

i hate you.
you dont command my respect.at all.
i can only remember you hurting us.each and every single one of us.
how nice of you to treat us this way.when we were all still young.
thanks.
Memories of you spending time w us are vague.
all i can remember of my childhood are tears and sadness.
thanks.
now scoldings from you will not make me cry.nt anymore.
but what you still do now will still make me upset.cry.
but it would not.not in the future.

a DreAm iS a WiSh mAde wIF ur HeArT...

i wish to be in love too...madly deeply in love..it wouldnt matter even if i dont love the guy..as long as he does...it would be better for a guy to love you more than you love him..yea it wld be better tat way...im tired..i just wish for someone to take care and look after me...call me selfish..bt at times i really wish to just have someone there to care for me,to love me...im tired of taking care of ppl when their beloved is nt around..and i become their substitute..to look after them..and they take it for granted...once or twice i wished to be someone like them..to have someone take care of me...bt ironically,i dont really like those ppl..i dont wanna be like them..i dont wanna be reliant on guys...i wanna be someone who is dependent on her friends and gurls...nt guys...i've seen more than enough..that guys are nt reliable if they are to become ur beloved...that their promises are meant to be broken...that there's no everlasting love...that guys make better friends rather than bf/spouses...that marriage vows are nothing bt just empty promises made...
love is all bt a feel...so who's to say love would be everlasting..and tat it would nvr fade w time...that the yearning for someone would be as strong as before...that love would nt change into a responsibility and habit overtime..?